ocupation

I wish I could write every day and make the writing of all the load of thoughts I have an occupation.
A serious occupation.
It is important and I know it would help in a number of ways.
I know I could write good things.
It could help me to know better what I know.
It would, definitely, increase the short memory I have in English. (in the ability to remember sentences, or quote) and, most definitely, would improve and refine my English.

when I write I see things.

I wouldn't like to write about my daily activities, unless some they hold some straight links with some thought or feelings. Maybe this is the problem. I always write about thoughts and feelings and not actions. I never tell a story.

That should be my practice, from now on. Tell, relate, narrate.