latinamerican soul

I don't wanna study for exams, I wanna write poems and complain about my loneliness. At moments like these when it seems that I cannot stand it any more, no even one more minute, i know however that at least this night has to be endure... (didn't I endure so many nights?) and that is how you write poems, o rather, poetisize. Poetizing your feelings. Poetisizing is the only escape for this overwhelming feelings
overwhelming sadness
overwhelming sense of waste
overwhelming desire

if you are a latinoamerican though, you can poetisize by just speaking, talking to someone. Why is that I am surrounded by super clever people but no one is capable of speaking their heart selecting the best words and images, and find consolation in doing that?

My soul suffers from desire, it will never be cured. I have desired for years, I have loved like mad. Things that never happend, things I never had. People I could never even touch.