from Dawn's lecture

... my wound is an unanswered question. the wound of our humanity are unanswered questions.

where are You in this darkness?
I learnt to spy you in the light, here in this darkness I cannot find you! If I've never looked for you, or looked but never found, I will not feel this pain of your absence.

Or is it not your absence in which I dwell?

are my eyes just to this darkness?
will I find you in the dark, not in the strips of light that you have made, but in the darkness?